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Journal Six: Punishments

I’m usually a very good kitten.  I try to obey all of Master’s rules and expectations, and keep from disappointing Him, but i’m not perfect.  Thus.. punishments.  Just sitting here thinking about it is producing a dull ache between my legs, and a chill just went down my spine.  I know being punished is all about the discipline and the learning experience, but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t do things on purpose at times to be punished.  The entire concept isn’t new to me - after all, we’re taught as children that naughty ones are punished for their infractions, right?  In fact, at times I look forward to it.  I see it as yet another way He exercises His control over me, His property, and that gives me the contented feeling I’m constantly searching for.  I also love to help Him come into His own as a Dom, and aide Him in perfecting His techniques.

The best part of being punished, for me, is the anticipation.  Sometimes He will tell me what my punishment will be for a particular infraction, but mostly He makes me wait.. sometimes hours, sometimes days, sometimes close to a week, before He gives in and tells me what He expects from me.  All the while, I grow wetter and more hysterical with anticipation.. and it all comes to a head, especially when He grants me my favorite punishment of all, as depicted above.  I love being spanked, so much that it shouldn’t even be called a punishment anymore.  I love feeling my ass start to sting as I follow His instructions perfectly, counting off each stroke for Him, and i love the cool of the bedsheets against my tender ass when I’m done.  Mmm.

The worst part is easily disappointing Him.  He doesn’t make it overtly obvious that I’ve truly disappointed Him, but my cheeks flush and I feel shame for disobeying Him.  This is the reason why, unless I’m being feisty or playing around, I don’t disobey Him on purpose.  I can’t stand the guilt of knowing that He is disappointed in me, or that He is irritated with me.  Usually it’s in these moments that He delivers my least favorite punishment, and one of the only ones guaranteed to at least make me tear up.  One of my favorite things ever is listening to Him cum.  I love His moans, groans, grunts, gasps, and especially love to hear Him moan my name as He cums hard.  When He uses this as a tool for punishment, I am either allowed to listen/watch but not play, not listen at all, or my least favorite of all - rub my pussy and moan for Him, but i am not allowed to cum with Him.  That last one brings me to tears quite easily, because there’s nothing like being allowed to cum along with Him.  Usually after He’s done, He asks if I’ve learned my lesson, to which I sniffle and reply with a meek ‘Yes Sir.’  He doesn’t use this often, but it’s the quickest way to make sure I think before acting.

I’m sure punishments vary between each dynamic, because really, every D/s relationship is different.  We usually do what works for us, and for the time being it’s the two above and usually some form of orgasm/masturbation denial, if only because there’s 12 hours between us and that’s a long way to drive for some ass. Punishments can be delicious, and they can be cruel, or they can be a wonderfully perfect balance.

Using this in part for the lovely picture, but the narrative above is certainly worth a read.

Prince Charming gave me two wooden hairbrushes for Christmas. I’ve got that kind of untameable curly hair that eats hairclips and snaps hairties and eats small pets and large continents. Prince Charming will sometimes brush it for me. But of course that’s not really what the hairbrushes are for.

Last night when it was time for spankings, I couldn’t find either of them. Charming was forced to grab one of the more everyday plastic ones.

Let me tell you, it stung a hell of a lot worse than my wooden one. Charming says I deserve that for losing my nice ones.

Got spanked till my ass was red and then Charming decided that this was a great photo op.

I wound up getting a whole extra round of spankings because I was too embarrassed to look at the pictures.

Darn.

dr-tarl:

What?  Its just a cigar.

Prince Charming will tell you.

There’s nothing more this girl likes than cigars, and size.

(Source: xxx65)

Look! A hot chick!

Now that I have your attention. CISPA is the new SOPA/PIPA/lameness.

We all know internet privacy is very important to degenerates like us.

Help Avaaz protect it:

Right now, the US is poised to pass a new law that would permit US agents to spy on almost everything we do online. But we can stop them before the final vote.

Companies that we trust with our personal information, like Microsoft and Facebook, are key supporters of this bill that lets corporations share all user activity and content with US government agents without needing a warrant in the name of cyber-security — nullifying privacy guarantees for almost everyone around the world, no matter where we live and surf online.

If enough of us speak out, we can stop companies that profit from our business from supporting cyber-spying. Sign the petition to these key net corporations:

http://www.avaaz.org/en/stop_cispa_corporate_global/?tta

The Cyber Intelligence Sharing and Protection Act (CISPA) would allow companies doing business in the US to collect exact records of all of our online activities and hand them over to the US government, without ever notifying us that we are being watched. No warrant, no legal cause and no due process required. To make matters worse, the bill provides the government and corporations with blanket immunity to protect them from being sued for violation of privacy and other illegal actions.

The bill’s supporters claim that consumer information will be protected, but the reality is that huge loopholes would make everything we do online fair game — and nowadays, from banking to shopping, our private information is all stored on the Internet.

CISPA is being moved forward in Congress and will be voted upon in days. Let’s raise a massive outcry to stop corporations from giving the US a blank check to monitor our every move. Click below to take action:

http://www.avaaz.org/en/stop_cispa_corporate_global/?tta

This year, we helped stop SOPA, PIPA and ACTA — all dire threats to the Internet. Now, let’s block CISPA and end the US government attack on our Internet.

WIth hope and determination,

Dalia, Allison, Emma, Ricken, Rewan, Andrew, Wen-Hua, and the rest of the Avaaz team

More information:

CISPA: The internet finds a new enemy (Global Post)
http://www.globalpost.com/dispatches/globalpost-blogs/the-grid/cispa-the-internet-finds-new-enemy-sopa

CISPA protests begin amid key changes to legislation (Los Angeles Times)
http://www.latimes.com/news/politics/la-pn-cispa-protests-begin-amid-key-changes-to-legislation-20120416,0,5314596.story

Cybersecurity Bill FAQ: The Disturbing Privacy Dangers in CISPA and How To Stop It (Electronic Frontier Foundation)
https://www.eff.org/deeplinks/2012/04/cybersecurity-bill-faq-disturbing-privacy-dangers-cispa-and-how-you-stop-it

New CISPA Draft Narrows Cybersecurity Language as Protests Loom (Mashable)
http://news.yahoo.com/cispa-draft-narrows-cybersecurity-language-protests-loom-134202431.html

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And this is for my dacryphiliac anon.

(I like the way dacryphilia now sounds like an obsession with me, rather than an obsession with tears.)

I do think tears are very beautiful. Nothing wrong with that.

(via obsequiousness)

Anonymous asked: I've read through your entire blog and cannot help but be entirely smitten and a little more than turned on. Also to see you call yourself Madame Dacry... *melts* Are you a Madame? I've never embarked on a sexual journey such as having a Madame but it intrigues me... It's alluring, sexy, sensual, and oh so erotic. Where does one even begin? ~B

Well, I’m very flattered darling. Thank you so much for reading. I do sometimes wonder if anyone actually does, so it’s lovely to be assured of it.

Am I Madame? Professionally, no. Am I someone’s Madame? Yes. But then I’m many things to many people.

All I can see is - keep your eyes open. I find the best and kinkiest people in the strangest places, frequently when I’m not paying any attention at all. Failing which, there’s always Tumblr.

Thank you for the charming letter.

- D

lostsplendor:

Underwood Typewriter by  Shawn Cummins Portfolio)

Prince Charming writes the hottest, dirtiest, nastiest porn.

It’s pretty much all about how awesome cock is.

Maybe I’ll get to post some some time…

thinkivykink:

He doesn’t even need to do much.

She’ll just grind his hand and then thank him like a sweet girl should.

Because he’s taught her to be grateful.

It loos easy. Looks lazy. Slip a hand between the girl’s legs and make her get herself off. But it’s not that simple, not really. It takes all of his strength and all his attention. Holding her close. Sprinkling her face with soft gentle kisses. All the time talking to her in a low voice, telling her that it’s okay. That she’s okay, that she’s his good girl, that there’s nothing wrong with her taking something for herself.

All that effort and persuasion, but the orgasm will still break her.

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Hello darlings, I promise I’m not dead! I hope you’re all having fun without me. I shall be back with you before you know it!

Thank you to my lovely new followers.

And to the anon that was telling me a story, I’m still listening.

(via her-little-boudoir)

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